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NOTE:Please do not feel offended or what due to my post below.
I am not referring to anyone.
But just my thoughts and feelings towards myself.
I am seriously 三分钟热度.Let me elaborate why.
A few days ago, I am panicking about academic larh.
I feel that hmmmmm.....i seems to be wasting my holidays.
Playing games, watching shows.
And i feel that...it is not right.This shouldn't be how i use my holidays.
At the beginning of the holiday, i think how to use my holidays.
Maybe draw to a timetable for myself to follow on to study.
But it has been long since the beginning of holiday.
And its going to end already.
But i still havent start to implement/do what i though of.
So since i cannot turn back time, I shall start now.
So i started to try to revise and maybe do some assessment.
However, after a few days, i am back to my old self.
SLACKING AGAIN!!!!
I would always think "I would do it late"
But how many later do i have?
And i am going to be sec 4 already!!!
Yet i doesn't think like one.
I have no idea which school to aim for.
What is my targetted result.
What course or suject to take.
While i believe everyone have a target for their upcoming exam.
I don't have the self-discipline to control myself from spending too much time on games, computer and television.
Am i a total failure????